Stupidies things please go away!

Its a boring day from morning until evening. One big question is start from understood topic, i dont know what really happen to me and those people im not doing anything to make you crack or destroy your life! I Swear i dont know why everythings changed only to yourself?? i wish i hope its back to the beautifully beginning pure of happines, friendship , sweetheart and comfortable, and Love. AMIN ya Allah. Hmm the second thing that make me feel anxious is one week examinations day. Oooaa my brain feeling so full and heavy and confused or disappointed or upset its called Twist feeling mix into one object! Hm i hate exams!!! i hate really i want to make them the end but i know i can't so i must do my exams carefully and hoping the best for me and get the good score for all subject AMIN. Ohya, 28 may is my birthday, i just went out to pim with my 5 best friends in my school i thought it was so funny. We were ate sushi and heavenly blush together while made some jokes,laugh,and silly habits all items is payed by me hahahm no worry thats my birthday and im invited them to my secret little party, i love you friends! But thats my last time before get exam. My parents tell me that i dont going anywhere during the examinations day!!! Ah i hate that! Seriously im not focus for it cause my head is always thinking about my lovelife, stamina roll crispy roll and salmon maki from sushi tei, exam up level, and YOU! The word you refers to someone whose make me feel HURT,MISTERY,COLD,CRACK,AND MISS i think he is dont care about me but im always care, i think he likes other girl (IH) but i dont do that ! Hmmm its not really over i hope. If you ever need a friend someone take care and understand, ill be right here. All you have to do is call my name no matter how close or far away. I miss you. Maybe if those STUPID THINGS is over or done, my project my dreams my lovelife my best score will come true to me as they do hemmmmmm when?